N Sunday, November 26, 2006
how long will this take ?
trying to find a pigment of truth beneath my skin.
so much for being a kaypoh.
went for the IJ's graduation yesterday after celebrating angie's birthday. it's been a year since we had ours but it seems like everything just happened yesterday. and i never did realise that i kicked sherry off the bed last year until deborah brought the issue up. hahaha. i bet they're just lying to make me look bad. hur.
i'm still missing the IJ days.
i can't imagine what will it be like two years down the road and i don't want to imagine, imagine everyone going each separate ways. well, the future is uncertain. who knows i might even die before that. hahaha. if i do, please inform EVERYONE to attend my funeral ok. haha.
sometimes i wonder, what would it be like if i were to change my mind about certain things or to make a different choice that was in the past. and i wonder will we ever reincarnate after death ? don't you think it is so scary that if we were to reincarnate, we are not gonna be us anymore ? but if we don't reincarnate, then it's so sad to be able to live only once.
sorry but i'm a deep thinker. hahahahah.
something randomi feel so empty ever since my favourite show ended. hahahah.
and.
they really can make people want to fall in love.
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